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Today

Song · 1993 · The Smashing Pumpkins. Album: Siamese Dream

Sounds sunny. Isn't. 🌤️

Who it's for

Billy Corgan wrote this sunny-sounding song on a day he was having suicidal thoughts, and many listeners never caught the darkness underneath.

Hiding pain behind a smile→Seen beneath the surface

Feelings it meets

What it is

"Today" is a 1993 single from The Smashing Pumpkins' second album, Siamese Dream. Billy Corgan wrote it during a period of severe depression and has called its ironic lyrics a dark joke. The music is upbeat and catchy, moving from a quiet, dreamy verse to loud, layered guitar choruses, and many listeners missed the despair underneath.

Where to find it

All major streaming services.

Before you start

Heads up: Written about suicidal thoughts.

Age: Suggested 13+

Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep alone.Ella Wheeler Wilcox, “Solitude”

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