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James Acaster: Cold Lasagne Hate Myself 1999

Stand-up Β· 2020 Β· James Acaster (written and performed); directed by Daniel Lucchesi; recorded at EartH, Hackney, London, Dec 2019; self-released (DICE stream, then Vimeo)

Your worst year doesn't have to be the end of your story. Sometimes it's the part you finally understand. 🍝

Who it's for

Acaster sets his best year (1999) against his worst (2017), when a relationship ended, his agent dropped him and his mental health hit its low point.

Hopeless→Understood

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What it is

James Acaster performs this stand-up special, recorded on 17 December 2019 at the EartH Theatre in Hackney, London, and directed by Daniel Lucchesi. Acaster sets 1999, the best year of his life, against 2017, his worst, covering a break-up involving actor Rowan Atkinson, a falling-out with his agent, his mental health struggles, therapy and a call to the Samaritans helpline.

Where to find it

Self-released: streamed on DICE (Dec 2020), then Vimeo on demand and Acaster's own streaming site; aired on Sky Comedy in the UK in 2023. Streaming availability rotates; check JustWatch.

Before you start

Heads up: Depression and suicidal ideation.

Age: Not verified (suggested 16+)

I am malicious because I am miserable.Mary Shelley, Frankenstein, Chapter 17

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