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A Slight Change of Plans: I Felt Like an Alien Impersonating Myself

Podcast · 2026 · Hosted by Dr. Maya Shankar (cognitive scientist); guest Rachel E. Gross (science journalist) · Pushkin Industries

'You'll still be you,' they said. So why didn't she feel like it? 🧠

Who it's for

After a medical scare, people often hear 'you'll be fine' and then feel quietly unlike themselves, which can be lonely and confusing.

Confused→Curious

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What it is

Science journalist Rachel E. Gross had a bleed in her cerebellum in 2024 and needed surgery. Her doctors predicted she might be clumsy for a while but would still be herself, and her recovery largely went as expected, yet she was left with unexplained glitches and a feeling of not quite being herself.

Where to find it

Free on Pushkin's website and major podcast apps (Apple Podcasts, Spotify).

Before you start

Heads up: Brain bleed and brain surgery.

Age: Ages 13+

I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.William Ernest Henley, “Invictus”

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