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This Year

Song · 2005 · The Mountain Goats. Single

you're going to make it through this year 🗓️

Who it's for

John Darnielle draws on his teenage years in an abusive stepfather's house, singing about getting out and vowing to survive the year.

Trapped and determined→Defiantly hopeful

Feelings it meets

What it is

"This Year" is a song by The Mountain Goats from their 2005 album The Sunset Tree, which centers on the house where John Darnielle grew up, with his stepfather's domestic violence as a recurring theme. The song covers the period when Darnielle was 17, beginning to imagine freedom while still living in that home. It became one of the band's best-known songs and a frequent closer at their concerts.

Where to find it

All major streaming services.

Before you start

Heads up: Lyrics about childhood abuse.

Age: Suggested 13+

When I stand before thee at the day's end thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healing.Rabindranath Tagore, Stray Birds, no. 290

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